Secret to Tell - Boonaa Mohammed ft. Ilyas Mao (Nasheed)

Written by Boonaa Mohammed: http://www.instagram.com/boonaam
Produced by Ilyas Mao: http://www.instagram.com/ilyasnasheed
Directed by Tahmid Shadman: http://www.instagram.com/tahmid.m.s
Website: http://www.GladTidingsNetwork.com


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Lyrics:
Stuck to my pillow can't get out of bed, and I hear all the voices they clouding my head
did you just hear what I said? this ain't pretend, feels like I must have been dead
Family they tell me it's all in my brain, finally they tell me I'm going insane
Tell me which sura's you read, am I possessed, why does the devil exist
Why Is he stuck in my chest, call the exorcist, does he takes visa or cheque?

Popping these pills that they gave me to chill, and I mixed with advil and these shots of nyquil
Over the dosage and over indulging in self medication and pain metamorphosis
If life is a test, where's your patience, how can you tell us that you are not blessed
I didn't say that, I said I'm sad, I don't why this is happening Dad
Yes I have I prayed, really I tried, making wudu with the tears from my eyes

I can't explain, why I'm in pain, I get migraines again and again
Can't go outside, access denied, said I feel better but I know I lied
Bro, everything is so slow like wow
Sorrow swallowed me whole like black holes
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well

I hear these voices, stuck in my head
I'm losing focus, can't see ahead
And I know you there's something wrong
But I'm scared to say what's going on
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling to well

Scholars they say that believers don't feel this, but if I do does that turn me to a heathen
And what is the reason, the point of this pain, You gave me Life and You made me from clay
There's no mistakes, am I too late, Have my sins already sealed up my fate?
I'm so alone, Nobody's home, couldn't be bothered to pick up the phone
and let them inside, just some passage of time and I bet nobody would care if I died

So what's the point, I'll say goodbye, packing my things and heading for the sky
Life is so cruel, news makes me cry, killing this ummah so how can I smile?
My friends online are having a great time, babies and weddings while I'm in decline
Money is tight and hate my 9 to 5, stuck in a rat race chasing a deadline
People keep saying that I've gotta be strong, but I wish that they would all just leave me alone

And be on my own, I'll be alright, after the darkness there must be a light,
Don't need a judge and don't care what you think, we got so many stigmas it's making me sick
Please help me I'm drowning, stuck in this well
Asking for heaven, cause I've been living in hell
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well

I hear these voices, stuck in my head
I'm losing focus, can't see ahead
And I know you there's something wrong
But I'm scared to say what's going on
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling to well

I hear these voices, stuck in my head
I'm losing focus, can't see ahead
And I know you there's something wrong
But I'm scared to say what's going on
I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling to well.


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